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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-15 10:26 pm

Murderbot ficlet involving spies and forced drugging

I'm not sure if this is complete enough for AO3, but I got a delicious hurt/comforty prompt on Tumblr, and ended up writing 1800 words for it. (Prompt and fic under the cut.)

Update: Now posted on AO3 as Soft Reboot.

1800 words of forced drugging )
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-15 04:21 pm
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-14 09:52 pm
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Murderbot fanvid: I Lived

Okay, vid-source-assisting enablers, your reward is here. ♥



With every broken bone, I swear I lived. Team/family vid. (Contains some sci-fi violence as per the show, flickering/flashing lights in a couple of scenes, and canon pairings in the background, but it's mostly focused on team + Murderbot.)

Song: I Lived
Artist: OneRepublic
Length: 03:57
AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/67565471
Tumblr: here

Having made this in a fit of exploding feelings today, I plan to get subtitles/downloads up soon (as soon as I remember how to do all of that; it's been ages since I made a vid!).

Temp download: Download from Dropbox (286 Mb, it's huge)
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-13 12:11 am

Murderbot fanvid rec: Bohemian Like You



I watched this like 4 times in a row. It definitely contain spoilers, but it's divorced enough from the actual plotline of the show that if you don't mind SOME spoilers and want to get an idea of what the show is like, this might be a nice one to watch. (Warning for some gore.)

On AO3
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-12 09:44 pm

Murderbot fanficlet: Sanctuary Moon forum flame wars

[personal profile] scioscribe gave me a delightful Murderbot TV-verse prompt, hidden because it's somewhat spoilery for the finale:
Click to viewPost-finale Gurathin, burdened with all these memories of Sanctuary Moon, still doesn't like the show but now can't resist getting into nitpicky arguments about it on futuristic forums, where he and Murderbot keep crossing paths and gradually realize who they're talking to and get very fond about it without admitting to anything.


600 words or so of future fan forum shenanigans )
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-12 12:18 am

Another Murderbot TV fic, Temperature Flash, and Hurt/Comfort-Ex

I wrote another Murderbot 1x10 episode missing scene.

Echoes (gen, 2500 words, Gurathin-centric)
Summary redacted because of spoilers; basically Gurathin's POV on some of the events of the finale.

A few notes on the fic (spoilery for both fic and episode):
under here• I kept tweaking Gura's final line to Murderbot, so it might be a bit different if you read an earlier version. (I felt like I needed to soften it from how it originally was. They are hard to write! Especially keeping their edge when they're so soft in the final scene.)

• We know Murderbot has trouble figuring out what it's feeling, but I also think it's very plausible that Gurathin has the same problem, if not as badly. He's repressed so much for so long. Asking himself to identify exactly what emotions he's feeling is something that some therapist or other taught him to do.

• This is not necessary context for the fic and it's entirely subject to interpretation, but what I was thinking when it wrote it is that Murderbot using "its" for augmented humans in its last line of dialogue to Gurathin is actually MB doing roughly the same thing (except more emotionally positive) that Gurathin is doing in the episode of the show where he's arguing with Mensah and calls it "he" and then corrects himself to "it." It's over-identifying and doesn't even realize that it's doing so; I mean, it's worried about Gurathin, obviously, and that's why it's here, but there's also a certain amount of "we are the same kind of creature" going on here, even though it doesn't realize it's relating to him on that level. It knows that he might have damaged himself with the data overload because it also knows that it might damage itself in a similar way, and he has much less storage to handle it. And it's just kind of subconsciously being concerned about him as it might be concerned about a fellow construct, or itself, having taken damage. Of course neither of them parses all of that consciously.


In other events, Terrible Temperature Troubles Flash Exchange revealed gifts tonight! I got two absolutely delightful gifts - An Official Complaint Against the Universe (Babylon 5, Vir & Londo, hypothermia and h/c) and Consequences of Cold (Biggles, Biggles/EvS, snuggling when chilled). I loved them!

And finally, [community profile] hurtcomfortex author reveals were tonight. I wrote Sleepover (MASH, 1700 words, Margaret POV) with huddling for warmth and light comfort after nightmares.
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-11 12:14 am
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-10 09:44 pm

Starting to think I need a Murderbot icon

Finished the season finale, immediately turned around and wrote an episode tag.

Arrow (~2K words, gen, Mensah & Gurathin)
Set right during/after the end of the last scene in the episode.

I also saw on Tumblr that it's been renewed for a season two. Something delightful to look forward to!
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-09 10:29 am

Enemies to lovers

I ended up nominating a few things for Enemies to Lovers (hush, I'm using it as a bribe for finishing my other assignments xD) and this made me spend some time thinking about which of my ships actually qualify - I had some trouble coming up with a third fandom, and trying to figure out where exactly I'd draw the line. (Like, I wouldn't call Sam/Bucky E2L - more like people who mildly antagonize each other to friends/lovers. But some might!)

So I got to wondering how other people define it. I selected check boxes since some people might have more than one answer. I mean, *I'm* not even sure where I fall in all of this!

Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 59


How would you define Enemies to Lovers? (or Enemies to Friends, if you're not a shipper)

View Answers

Must try to kill each other (or at least want to), or be on opposite sides of a conflict with life-or-death stakes
21 (35.6%)

Rivalries like sports rivalries are fine, but there needs to be a strong personal element and/or unhealthy fixation on each other (not just regular sports team conflict)
26 (44.1%)

Any kind of rivalry or antagonism will do
12 (20.3%)

For me it's about the Vibe™ - from distrust/antagonism to trust, whatever form that takes
26 (44.1%)

I do not accept it as proper E2L if there's any softening at all - they must remain antagonists
0 (0.0%)

I know it when I see it but don't get too fussed about definitions
9 (15.3%)

My thoughts are too complex for your ticky boxes (answer in comments)
2 (3.4%)

Not my trope so I don't care, but I want to click something.
3 (5.1%)

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rosanicus ([personal profile] rosanicus) wrote2025-07-09 06:34 pm
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Wednesday Reading Meme

It's a chunky one this week! I missed Wednesday last and decided I'd do a rollover, lottery style, rather than a late post and then a sparse offering. 

What I've Just Finished Reading

All Systems Red & Artificial Condition by Martha Wells

Obviously I love Murderbot. These were both rereads and it's always a treat to return to this world and these characters. One thing I'd sort of forgotten in the intervening year-ish between last reading these and watching the show was exactly how much I adore Murderbot's narration - it's so compelling to read, and I adore how much it says by not saying anything.

The show definitely builds out the characters from Preservation Aux - I'd actually forgotten that Volescu and Overse existed in the intervening time, and it was strange reading the rescue of Bharadwaj with Volescu there instead of Arada. But the book still features some depth which you can see beneath Murderbot's snark, and the 'We're not fucking leaving you' from Mensah is just... woo! I love FRIENDSHIP. I think I might like Artificial Condition even more, especially the Ganaka Pit reveal and the story of the ComfortUnits and just - so much fridge horror for Murderbot. Its so traumatised and doesn't have any language for it and I just need to give it a blanket and the ability to marathon vast quantities of Star Trek.

Looking forward to charging through the next few books, especially with that new short story coming soon!
 
Swordheart by T Kingfisher

Last week I got an Ao3 notification about a fic for the Saint of Steel, which I faintly remembered seeing in someone's Yuletide signup last year, and after reading half of the first chapter of said fic I decided I had to read these books. I started with Swordheart because it seemed sensible to begin with an earlier book in the universe, although I am now aware that Clocktaur War also exists and will probably look into it at some point.

I really enjoyed this book! It had been ages since I'd read a good old fashioned romp, and this was absolutely one of those. It's a delightful romance, a solid adventure, and features a cast of very lovable characters - especially Brindle the gnole, a new all-time character for me. I loved the way that the trust between Sarkis and Halla grew through the book, and how Zale the priest-lawyer gets Halla to join in on some recreational human experimentation - as ethically as possible! In a way it reminded me of The Long Way to a Small Angry Planet, despite having almost nothing in common with it whatsoever, because of the ultimately positive worldview it embraces. 
 
The Saint of Steel Series by T Kingfisher
  • Paladin's Grace
    • Stephen and Grace OTP forever!!! I love slightly esoteric careers for romance novel protagonists - my all-time fave being Rowley the taxidermist from An Unseen Attraction by KJ Charles - so Grace the perfumier and Stephen the paladin of a dead god were extreme catnip to me. The ongoing intrigue surrounding Marguerite and the attempted assassination of the prince were really fun, and I loved getting more insight into the Temple of the White Rat, especially Bishop Beartongue, who is an icon. I enjoyed the glimpses of the wider group of paladins, which is of course a staple of the romance genre - introducing potential leads for future books in the series.  All around a very fun read - OH MY GOD, forgot to mention the KNITTING!!!! Stephen the recreational knitter is such a perfect character beat and I love it.
  • Paladin's Strength
    • Another fun one. I enjoyed Grace more, I think because the plot was more inherently interesting to me, but Strength had the advantage of a group of nuns who turn into bears so it all came out in the wash. Clara is a delightful woman and I think Istvhan just about deserves her, she's so wonderfully herself in every way. I loved how tortured Istvhan was about his reactions to her, and the ongoing misunderstanding about it was actually interesting rather than infuriating. The entire sequence in the colosseum is just excellent, and I adored the way that Istvhan was willing to reorient his goals to support Clara in finding the other sisters of St Ursa. 
  • Paladin's Hope
    • MY FAVOURITE! To be the predictable lesbian, I do prefer same sex romance novels to het ones, so while I enjoyed the previous two and the overall attitude of acceptance and background radiation levels of queerness, it just didn't hit as hard as Piper and Galen fucking in an ancient underground clockwork death maze. I loved Piper's character, and his wonderworking reminded me so strongly of Thara Celehar from The Cemeteries of Amalo series that I fell immediately in fondness with him as soon as it was mentioned. He's such a good foil for Galen, traumatised and raw still from the death of the Saint, and I loved how they respected each other straight away and were able to balance one another's flaws as the book progressed. I think one of the other reasons this was my favourite was the prominence of Earstripe the gnole, another all timer! Gnoles are everything to me. I think it's the dormant Reepicheep obsession lying within my soul.
  • Paladin's Faith
    • This one is going to be less effusive. I like Marguerite a lot, so I was excited to read a book from her POV, but my GOD did this one drag on. On my Kobo this was over 800 pages and it really felt it - I took a short break between finishing Hope and beginning this, so I don't think it was romance fatigue, I just found it so hard to care about Shane. I think it's because his name is Shane, which I found completely incongruous every time it appeared, which - given he's the love interest - was frequently. It wasn't a bad book, and if you enjoy the idea of a romance novel which ends with a drawn out siege on a demon cult then feel free to try it. But I missed Galen and Piper, bundled off on a noble quest off page and never appearing again, and without a fifth book the cliffhanger ending was more annoying than intriguing.
  • FINAL POINT: I was really annoyed that Hope is only 300 pages (I checked Goodreads!) while the others are, respectively, 366, 445 and 464(!) pages. While I was reading it I noticed that the sex seemed less detailed so I reckon that's probably most of it (because oh my god, the M/F couples have a lot of very detailed sex) but I do feel a bit cheated since it was my favourite and it's so much shorter :(
Enemies to Lovers by Aster Glenn Gray

I'm only human. [personal profile] osprey_archer posted about a sale on her books and I, weak, finally took the plunge and bought the ones which I'd had my eye on for a while. This was a delightful story about writer's groups, fandom nemeses, and the fact that actually, having different opinions about TV can be quite a strong basis for a relationship - as long as you can keep things in perspective. The fandomspeak was so spot on and I sort of want to watch Paranoid now, it seems like exactly the sort of show I'd watch three seasons of in a fugue state and then read the Ao3 tag from top to bottom. And of course I would be reading Starlight and hanging on every update - I was in SteveBucky fandom for the whump, I know exactly what that fic would be like and I know I'd be reading the fuck out of it. 
 
 
Briarley by Aster Glenn Gray

I genuinely think I first heard about this book on Tumblr in 2019 and I am so glad I finally read it! It's such a gentle and wonderful romance, with exactly the right fairytale tone and a protagonist I really adored in Edward Harper, parson and father and bisexual icon. Briars was also wonderful, so prickly and unhappy and the scene where Harper tries really really hard to be tactful about asking if he's gay or what is so excellently painful. I do have a vague idea to write some epilogue fic for them, just because I love man-out-of-time stories so much and the idea of introducing Briars to all sorts of modern entertainments would be endlessly delightful to me. I loved the servants, and Harper's daughter, and the stalwart support from her schoolteacher. Just so lovely all around.
 
Deck the Halls with Secret Agents by Aster Glenn Gray

SPIES! CHRISTMAS! SUSPICIOUSLY TWITTISH BRITISH ARISTOCRATS! I loved this. So delightful, so heartfelt and melancholy while also laugh-out-loud funny. The mental image of an American and Soviet spy doing spy games in a French manor house while wearing stupid Christmas jumpers is just so wonderful to me, and Nikolai and George truly deserve an anonymous and peaceful retirement somewhere sunny and warm. I am imaginging a thirty-years-later thing where they are middle-aged expats in Greece and someone tries to recruit them for one last job, to which they simply tell them to fuck off. 

The Larks Still Bravely Singing by Aster Glenn Gray
 
I! Love! Interwar romance! I feel like saying 'this was wonderful' is getting repetitive, but it WAS so I WILL say it. Robert and David held my heart in their hands for the whole book, I was so determined that they'd see things through to the end and they did! The interweaving of their past together at school with the hints of wartime trauma and the way that they've both changed over time was deftly handled. The scene of them at the party, where David struggles and Robert finds just the right thing to talk about, really shows how they improve one another, and the support Robert shows is just. It's everything. I also loved the cats, and the vicar and his family, and the way that Oxford is both a balm and a sort of sandpaper to the soul by turns. Highly recommend!

Wolf Brother by Michelle Paver (again!)

Finished reading it to the class this afternoon! They really liked it - mostly - and were quite keen on reading the sequel, although with just under two weeks left I declined to start reading it to them myself. From now I'll probably try them on some short stories, possibly a few ghost stories just to startle the nervs, and hope that my new student - who is still throwing tables and screaming in the corridors - will enjoy that a bit more.
 
What I'm Reading Now

Rogue Protocol is next up in Murderbot, so I'm technically on page one of that. Beyond that I've got so many books on my technically-currently-reading pile that I simply could not list them all. One day I'll cut them down - my honeymoon is in two weeks, so hopefully that'll help.

What I'm Going To Read Next

I need to stop putting books in this section because it is almost 100% of the time a guarantee that I won't be reading it any time soon! Nevertheless, I will say that I've still got Honeytrap and The Sleeping Soldier to read, so that's a fairly safe bet in the near future.
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-08 01:25 pm
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I have discovered Enemies to Lovers exchange. o deer.

THAT being said, I really need to put a cork in the new exchange signups for a bit. Summer of Horror and Temperature Flash both reveal somewhere around this weekend, as well as that being the Casefic submission deadline. I have a pinch hit, I have things to edit, and I haven't even started Just Married.

Today it's rainy AND smoky, a wonderful combination.
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-07 11:19 pm
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Dungeon Crawler Carl books 4 & 5

"The Gate of the Feral Gods" and "The Butcher's Masquerade." I'd say this series is pretty solidly scifi now, so I'm tagging it that way.

Random spoilers )

Moving on soon to book 6, "The Eye of the Bedlam Bride"! No future spoilers, please!
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-04 11:31 pm

Hurt/Comfort Exchange

[community profile] hurtcomfortex released today! I happened to be driving a backcountry highway with no cell service at the time (coming home from Mom Things), but it was lovely to find my gifts waiting for me when I got back.

Hold a Candle To (MASH, 3400 wds, gen) delivered some lovely Charles drug withdrawal h/c with teamy affection, and A Way Out (Biggles, 4400 wds, gen) let me roll around in excellent Biggles & von Stalhein enemies-era reluctant cooperation and sympathy. Truly a lovely haul!
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Sholio ([personal profile] sholio) wrote2025-07-03 09:09 pm
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Murderbot 1x09

This show is such a freakin' delight.

Spoilers )